Another LOVELY song =)

童話 
    曲︰光良
    詞︰光良
   

    忘了有多久　再沒聽到你
    對我說你最愛的故事
    我想了很久　我開始慌了
    是不是我又做錯了甚麼

  ＊你哭著對我說　童話裡都是騙人的
    我不可能是你的王子
    也許你不會懂　從你說愛我以後
    我的天空星星都亮了

  ＃我願變成童話裡
    你愛的那個天使
    張開雙手　變成翅膀守護你
    你要相信　相信我們會像童話故事裡
    幸福和快樂是結局

    重唱　＊,＃,＃,＃

    一起寫我們的結局

Crap.

Crap. I have no idea why am i in such a shitty mood right now...thinking bout the pile of workload waiting for me...and that 11 phy structure questions which i'm goin to crack my skull thinkin bout how to do it...drat it. Can someone explain to me under what circumstances does the electrons get into excited state? coz i seriously dun get that part...why and when does it go into excited state. bah. crappy mood...And i think the chinese tea's working its spell...feeling extremely awake..so cant go bed and end this day. :( sighh...i am SO laggin behind in my studies...shit.

After 2plus hours of readin up the darn bondings in chem..and looking at the questions...and realizing that i still dunno how to do...man i cant help but feel down. =( Same thing goes for the maths homework i have. And the bio test in a week's time. Rrgh. I see the pile of work slowly stacking up. And I can't seem to get down to finish it at one go.

Ah well...must...get...down...to...study. =(

sleepy...tired...surprised...happy ...hungry...full....stressed...frustrated...happy...happie... =) emotions for the day. Starting to lag behind in chem...and bio...must study in d weekend. And I got a new hp number...so ppl, start miss callin me so dat i dun have to key in ure numbers one by one yea. thanks!!!

g-force. blackhole. science IS wonderful.=)

Freedom of Info. Does it exist in M'sia? discuss. RRRGHHHH...darn LAN essay. Spent 2 hours afta skul today to find more info bout this topic...Before dat, went to ask Mr. Lim whether do we have to link it with some other 'theory'...and he sed link with "jean-paul sartre's theory, where he says every human being has a right to do watever he wants" So great, I then googled this guy...and turns out that he has a LOT of theories.Theories of education...etc etc...and after much searching...I finally found one verse he said :

"Once freedom has exploded in the soul of man, the gods no longer have any power over him" Sartre

-applause- Well, so much for that. Turns out everything i sent to my gmail account in skul library this afternoon got 'clipped' halfway. Now I have to find back all the stuff i found. Darn. Tmr 2 hours LAN class afta skul....will prob go do better stuff.

Bio practical today! Was staining the root of the onion to investigate d mitosis or sth...using the aseton acid...stinks man d aseton acid...=P Hahahaha..whenever bio practical my bio teacher sure get headache at the end of 2 hours one=P dunno y...prob we all too noty adi hehe=P

Chem test...barely finished it in time...able to do all the questions but turns out some answers diff from other ppl...hahaha...hope i dun fail or sth =P Thank goodness no more tests for the week =) Juz tons of hw today...okies..will go do hw. =)
p/s: Btw people, happy Thinking Day =P

Lovin' my life.

Chem test tmr!!! but its only till mass spectro..thank goodness=) Binomial is turnin out to be a headache..all the tediousness and all...i dread polynomial =P Did chem practical again...Another titration...i think i'm an expert in dat adi, been doing dat for like..5 weeks non stop...thankfully no more titrations after THIS experiment =) Haha...life is so so so sweet. And so enjoyable. I love it. =)

She examines the documents in the file. Sees things. He comes back into the car. He looks at her. I note the look. It's full of hatred. I fall silent. I suppress the urge to voice out my opinions. The car continues to move. I note d look on her face. The hurt. I try to improve the mood by conversing bout normal everyday stuff. Slowly it works. The peacemaker, as always.

I see how hate consumes a person. How bitterness consumes a person. I vow never to be like this. I vow never to let hatred and bitterness consume MY life. I will start a new page. A fresh start. Away from all these.

Another saturday ...=)

Watched Constantine today!! =) Well...sad to say i dun really get d movie tho =P But the effects and all not bad...so i guess worth a watch lah. =) And i shall leave you guys with another lovely song by kelly clarkson =)

"You Found Me"

Is this a dream?
If it is
Please don't wake me from this high
I've become comfortably numb
Until you opened up my eyes
To what it's like
When everything's right
I can't believe

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
You found me

So, here we are
That's pretty far
When you think of where we've been
No going back
I'm fading out
All that has faded me within
You're by my side
Now everything's fine
I can't believe

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
You found me

And I was hiding
'Til you came along
And showed me where I belong
You found me
You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know?
How did you know?

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me

(You found me)
(When no one else was lookin')
You found me
(How did you know just where I would be?)
You broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
The good and the bad
And the things in between
You found me
You found me

WEEKEND!!! =)

Woohoo!!! Weekend's FINALLY HERE!! wat a long week it was....thank goodness my really nice chem teacher postponed the chem test to next tues...if not last nite sure stress like hell...today phy test not bad =) and finally weekend...finally get to nap 4 2 hrs long =) Frisbee tmr morn at astaka...feelin lazy to go =P Harold, send me the link to the yahoo group thingy yea. And ying, did u get my email dat day ar? keep me updated bout wats goin on in aussie if u have d time yea =)

So next week: mon=maths test, tues=chem test..joy...another hectic week..i'm goin bed =P

groan...

aiks...Phy n Chem test on fri, Maths test next Mon, 5000 word darn LAN essay due in two weeks....gosh..feelin bit suffocated...luks like tmr nite i'll b up late studyin 4 2 tests..hahaha.

Startin to lag behind in studies... must buck up...soon :P Man i'm gettin sluggish...the comp beckons..the comics beckons...the cd player beckons...must start to resist. =) Haha..and chi yao gave me a small CUTE penguin keychain he bought in aussie for my belated bday present!! I'll post a pic of it with d penguin zhou hau gave me on my bday soon hahaha..=)

Well, goin to do sum research on d LAN essay: freedom of info. does it exist in m'sia? discuss. =)

Another nice song =)
Chinese song, by David Tao =P
爱，很简单
忘了是怎么开始
也许就是对你一种感觉
忽然间发现自己
已深深爱上你 真的很简单
爱的地暗天黑都已无所谓
是是非非无法抉择
没有后悔 为爱日夜去跟随
那个疯狂的人是我 喔～
I LOVE YOU 无法不爱著你 BABY 说你也爱我
I LOVE YOU 永远不愿意 BABY 失去你
不可能更快乐 只要能在一起 做什么都可以
虽然世界变个不停 用最真诚的心 让爱变的简单
I LOVE YOU 我一直在这里 一直在爱你
I LOVE YOU(yes I do)
永远都不放弃 这爱的权利
如果你还有一些困惑 Oh No 请贴著我的心倾听
听我说著爱你(yes I do)我爱你

Happy Valentine's!

Happy Vday everyone....Another Feb 14th come and gone...when i look at all those big extravagant bouquet of flowers d guys are giving gals, i wonder, what makes this day so special? what makes valentines day a special day for couples?And does love have to be shown affectionately only on a particular day of d whole year? what about d rest of d yr? =P haha..love...one word dat means so much... something dats meant to be pure and simple, but so oftenly turns out otherwise. If love is true, then why are there so many heartbreaks happening around d world everyday? Or was it all infatuation?And what exactly IS infatuation? haha...thoughts from another 17 yr old who hasnt ventured out into d real world =P

Back to skul!!! So darn sluggish man....usually at ten in d morn i'll be having breakfast...today having LUNCH at ten pulak..darn insane lunch breaks. My class timetable super weird one...lunch breaks : 10,10, 11, 11, 10...and fri i end at 3 where everyone else ends at one!! the unfairness of it all...i cant get to go to sunway pyramid. hmmph. Had chem practical today...played around with KMn04...super dark purple stuff haha...and my lab coat was white...and i was so careful hehe..din get a stain at all on my perfectly white lab coat =P well...TILL the washing up part dat is...kena jia xin's burette while she was washing it...oh well..now i have a purple stain near d pocket there...since i adi have a stain, haha...see whether can get a nice blue one=P call me insane. hahahaha.=)

OH! and last nite...zhi min's party was so fun =) Good company, good food...lovely sky sparkling with stars..haha=) Hey kang, if u have d photos taken last nite, hope u dun mind sendin me one of em yea?=) thanks.
Lovely night. =) all the best in aussie zhi min =)

haha..feeling rather dumb now..dunno how to do maths hw, dunno how to do chem practical calculations, dunno how to do phy dynamics. Gawd...and lazy to go luk up on how to do...hahaha...feelin extremely dumb=P Think i need motivation....hahahaha=)

Listenin to celine dion's that's the way it is...such a sweet song...=) esp like a part of the chorus: Don't give up on ure faith, love comes to those who believes it, and that's the way it is =) So dun give up on ure faith. Happy valentine's, ppl.

groan...back to skul..

Darn hols so blardy short. But it was FUN. Havent had so much fun since........since......erm......erm...heck i dunno. And gdness....suddenly things are happening..world suddenly spinning out of control..and cant say dat im goin to stop this mad world from spinning...=)

hehe...d stuf i had a sip of =) -applause- 

a pic of me taken at home 

d gal cousins =) 

dats my maternal family..one big happy family =) not everyone's in da pic though.. 

d guy cousins =) (not all of em) 

d 2nd lion dat came to grandparent's hse 

pic of me with younger cousins=)  

everyone juz loves me =P 

mmm...scrumptious :) 

d food durin new yr's eve...and this isnt all of d food. =) 

erm...second youngest gal in da family =P  

double hearts my eldest cousin folded  

me + cousin from taiwan bullyin elder cousin =) 

the beach...note d clear water...and lovely sand..so much better than pangkor. 

the backyard...lush greenery i tell u =) 

my grandparent's house...this beeg beeg bungalow with lots of land =) lovely place to live in, fresh air and all. 

Cameron...His parents and him came over to 'bai nian' :) Isn't he SOOOO adorable?!

BACK from S'wak!

Imagine beaches with clear sea water; amazing half hour displays of fireworks from 3 diff parts dat lit up the whole sky; uncles, aunts, and cousins all under one roof, playing, dining and joking together... dat was my CNY S'wak trip. It was awesome. Just awesome.

This trip made me realize how important and how big a role is family in a person's life. Family ties are forever, and I'm glad to be a part of such a big and loving family. To all my uncles, aunts, and cousins out there, I love you guys.

best big bro in da world =)

pic taken from plane

my cousins from taiwan =)

cousins...not all of it=)

d lion dat came to my grandparents hse 

the catch from d beach...note d baby lobster amidst d crabs 

DIE TP!!! Now my nose is running...i think i'll go back to s'wak and continue spreading ure germs there...terrible larh... =P

Here i am packing for d s'wak trip, i tell u its a lot like chess, only dat i dunno how to play it:P, have to decide wat clothes to wear for wat day:P esp photo takin session wear wat etc etc :P Hehe. And darn, i totally forgot that i have hw, and dat i have chem and phy test afta hols!!! talk bout hols spoilers man... now have to go back and study..with the help of my cousin..ahahhahaha...yay =)

Will bring my digicam back, so be prepared for pics when i get back=)

Juz fin watching alias season four episode one..finally fin d/l it today..damn happy man, waited so long for it=) lovely stuff. I really admire sydney. the character...shes so strong...as in emotionally.. And Vaughn is soo sweet...*sighs in content =) When i see them together my heart just melts man... hes juz soo sweet=)

okokok shall not ramble on about michael vartan.

U noe, i was looking back at my life today, n i guess, there's no other way i'll want it to be. With disappointments I've learnt, grown, and become d person i am today. And with each stumbling block, you just realize how important friends are, how important family is, basically, u learn to appreciate all there is around you. And ultimately, it's all d little things in life that really matters in the end. =)

tp's party...everyone starin at d tv screen (H and ying engrossed in beatin each other in need 4 speed underground) =P

our sentiments towards harold exactly =P