This rings very true:

The reason why you are feeling that you are leading a meaningless unfulfilling life, is because you haven’t thought about your goals in life. What do you want to achieve before you die? What do you want to be remembered as? Everyday you do your job but it is not challenging your brain and it is repetitive and mundane and this is why you are feeling bored, because if you do something you are passionate about you can see where it leads to the future, then you are having fun everyday.

I’m sorry that you missed out on having all the ‘fun’ – movies, friends, parties, travel, but that was for uni days. And that’s over. Now that you’re working there is no more time for such fun, such superficial fun. Meaningless fun. Now is the time to now live in the past and wishful thinking and iron out your life.

I want to do it, I do. I will. 