Monday, November 23, 2009

When you let go of old cheese, you start to see that it is mouldy and you have been ignoring the mould all the while.

When you let go of old cheese, only then will you start to look for new cheese and see that new cheese is better than the mouldy old cheese.

When you laugh at yourself, you embrace change. And you believe that change is good for you.

Goodbye old cheese. I'm discarding my fears now and i'm going to look for fresh new cheese.

I was so blinded by the money that I failed to see that my personal development was stuck like a rut. I was becoming someone I vowed not to become. Superficial, materialistic, money-minded. Let this be a lesson to be learned.
That people can sometimes be superficial, and warm on the surface but will not hesitate to backstab you whenever they please. Goodbye and...


Hello world! :)

Monday, November 09, 2009

Split personalities.

Mornings i'm like crap i want more challenge *browses around and afternoons i'm like this is not so bad time to go home already! :)

How.

Thursday, November 05, 2009

I think that working in an MNC is SO overrated.

Just my humble opinion. In a huge international organization like this you dont even meet your big big boss CEO and he/she has no idea absolutely of who you are, your organization here in some tiny asia country is just a dot in the whole pyramid structure and you are not even a dot in the whole organization. And all the positions are already fixed on your job functions, and what you do, who does what, cross functional is possible but highly limited and everything is just so niched. I guess it always boils down to the name of the organization you are working for, just like the brands that you wear. It's so fake but you feel so much better saying you have a LV bag rather than a pasar malam bag, no? But dont get me wrong I still havent bought into that yet, dont see a need to, altho the whole of Singapore has one each. Heh.

And I am conflicted everyday mornings i'm like oh mans afternoon i'm like this job is not bad. I guess the grass is always greener on the other side, or rather, the other departments. And then i'm not even sure thats what I want to do, do I want to stay in Science? I'm scared of making that change, taking that huge leap.

Decisions, decisions, decisions. And procrastination. Haha.