Flipping back on my SPM karangans, I marvel at how wonderfully articulated my essays are. I marvel at the deep vocabs used; words and sentences that I can barely spew out now in BM.

I look at all my certs - best in the subject for blablabla, president of blablabla, piano certs, more cca certs, and look at all the 1As on my SPM cert, all the As on my PMR cert, and all the As on my A levels cert.

I can't help but feel proud of all my achievements to date. It is quite miraculous how during this short time in singapore, I forgot all that I achieved, and started to look at myself as mediocre and normal, a B/C student.

Bullshit. Curse you hope dasher place.

I am destined for so much more.